To my surprise--and merely provoked by a wild ass-hair--I unintentionally found them again both in scanned and .txt versions by searching my old Google data. I wasn't even looking for them specifically but ended up finding a trove of old writings and stuff I assumed was gone forever or only to remain in fragmentary form in my memory.
But without further ado, some deranged, philological, poetic investigations... [text version included at the end, it is also more complete.. recommend in case the type-writer face is too hard to read. I've done my best to make them legible.]
Text version:
the world wide web was woven by N's tarantulas
the loxodrome corp
monotonic function
vortex
chthonic
William W. Wilhelm works for Loxodrome Inc.
he is a conspiracy theorist and prone to debilatating illness.
nietzschichi
the 'domination of the false ego'
meat wants to understand
See: Kymatica -- massages the paranoid structure
the shaman is the sign of 'control society' proper
dionysus as 'entertainment industry' Hollywood
'open air stadium' -- telecommunications
run by the jews--protocols.
"the conscious mind is the creative mind"...
"it has your personal identity in it... Subconscious
mind is like a tape player, records behavior,
push of button plays the pattern back'
... he has it utterly backwards.
"to take responsibility... YOUR responsibility
not matter how many say you're wrong or right
you won't be dependent on their approval...
honest and open mind, respond the way you
choose... question your own thoughts, go for what
is right, conscious, aware... this is divinity,
shamanism." [quote from Kymatica which is a new agey/conspiracy theorist movie]
re/spond to a stimulus -- PIE *sti 'prick, pierce,
spondeios - sponde 'solemn libation'
PIE *spend 'make an offering, perform a rite'
to engage oneself in a ritual act
Rite PIE *re(i) 'to count, number'
in/tent--in/tent/ion
to build a tent, a skin that stretches over the surface
-acle
-cule
control--and shamanism: the shaman is also
only a priest and doctor-medical--med/
'to measure, limit, consider'
spreads itself out as a strata/skin/tent
layer upon layer
Esoteric Agenda is eso/terrorism par excellence
characters:
24 yr old documentary maker
an army of loudspeaker-men who communicate telepathically
the word 'new' - attracts and repels
new/knew/gnu/gno/no
"headed to a new world government unless
We the people say No!"
***
Phyllus Mullenix
Edith Starr Miller
Cathy O'Brien & Mark Phillips--trance-formation of America
--'and the truth shall set you free' 'this statement,
like the agency, is a total reality.' But CIA lie...
what if to think the truth can do that is the definition of bondage?
wondered William... what would it mean to want 'them' to win... to realize oneself
as for the other side.
Dr. Bataille
Dr. Charles Hacks
Leo Taxil
Carolyn Harris
Arthur Edward Waite
YAH scale
Mike Hockney
meritocracy
Diana Vaughan
Frid'rick
Samuel Paul Rosen
Milton William Cooper
Albert Pike... Pikal, Pikel
***
of interest: the shift from minerals, eg gold as standard, to trees (paper money)
a zone inhabited by our 'oppressors'
smeared with oil/anoited/the consecrated one//
consecrated*-to make holy, devote - com - together plus sacred...
Holy-(blood-flowering/spurting/gushing/swell/bloom/to thrive.)
Bole- 'tree trunk' PIE *bhel 'to blow, swell' *gk.
phyllon, 'leaf', phallos 'swallon penis' to blossom
sacred-accursed.--'make holy'-to bind, restrict, enclose, protect.)
accursed-cursed upon, excommunicated, a thing devoted.
lit. 'a thing set up (to the gods).. Ana 'UP' to put
N curses himself-'a prayer that evil befall one'
N as anointed one is both anesthetic cream and 'healing' ointment applied
to the freshly wounded region.
wave-phasing: Origen transposes Lucifer to Satan, ignites the string of
dynamite that is N, the noxious gas bomb leaks into the ether and the bottom
succumbs to the anesthesia. Origen makes way for the Antikrist, the Eternal
Return. is this what a circuit looks like?
N symptoms: loss of sense (anesthesia). What's to be drawn from this?
Something is being transplanted?
to pronounce N holy is to cage the 'free bird'
one thinks of 'play Free Bird' and sighs...
My... TV's i.e. N's beat me to it in 'Andromeda' re: 'The Nietzscheans'...
sigh but with a laugh. one must never forget the extent to which it was
preprogrammed.
redemption/sin... Andromeda and the milky way collapse/
collide/incorporate into one another 'possibly producing an elliptical galaxy'
ellipsoid is the BWO, a closed quadric surface..
ellipse (a falling short) intersetion of a cone and a plane.
this falling short has been a 'hemiplegia' a drawing of one side of the egg.
the milky way is a barred spiral... 4.5 billion yrs they collide..andromeda
is not barred.. both have 'supermassive black holes' at the center, as well as a
tightly knit cluster of older stars (the bulge) shaped in elliptical form.
redemption is the 'buying back' of _____
hence, a ransom must be paid? (redemptio-a buying back. releasing, ransoming'
the sum paid to release the criminal, procure the criminal--re/exemption
eximere - 'remove, take out, away; free, release deliver, make an exception of...
'ex'- out, plus, emere 'buy' or take PIE *em 'to take, distribute...Circuit
runs because buy/sell; bought with what currency? And what is sold back?
N. em/balmed by corp/se - the anointing is application of 'the rub'
***
[Lemurian conspiracy]
Linkage between waste/toilet management and digestive juices. a kind of
anesthesia for the implementation of the chimera (organ consisting of two or more tissues of different
genetic composition, produced as a result of an organ transplant, or; substance
such as antibody creatd for the proteins or genes or two different species, immunologically different
tissues, a fabric...
gk. Khimaira - three headed she-goat -- cast to capricorn
to creat a false organ, 'the instrument' *winterseason
artificial organ intent on strategic self vivisection from the body.
THE REPUBLIC OF NEW LEMURIA
lucifer - morning star 'light-bringer'--sin-- to truly be the one, guilty, accountable)
for the transgression, trespassing, fallen. the transgression of walking the bridge.
Prometheus, bringer of fire, blinds... light shining through cracks, seeping.
ETYM*
lucifier/light/ferre 'carry' /phosphorous lit.
'torchbearer' phoros-'bearer' /infer 'carry, bringing.
carring a torch across a bridge.
rhizome - mass of tree roots.
against krist--faulkrist
Khristos 'the anointed' *heb. 'mashiah - messiah'
khriein 'to rub, anoint'
Anointed 'smeared on' an ointmenton the skin where incision is to be made
bridge - PIE *bhru 'log, beam' wooden causeway, footbridge.. bridge and bury boring in with burin
causeway over ravine...
anointed-'smeared with oil,/'a consecrated one'
salve-healing ointment-fat, butter, /unguent.
smear, greased (for?) mark, stain (as consequence)
to make slick-to creep, crawl, PIE *sleig- to smooth or be muddy slimy
["how better to be a worm than a man"]
***
'blessed' as marked with blood
banal/ization -- banning... becoming-bored/banned-
chrism-gk. khrisma 'unguent, anointing, unction..
from PIE *ghrei 'to rub'.. chrism 'oil mingled with balm'
*devote*-dedicate by vow, sacrifice oneself, promise solemnly.
from de-'down, away' and vow; also, 'to addict, to give up to ill', 'curse,
doom to destruction.
To bless N as when someone sneezes, is to consecrate, make holy, give
thanks to... (don't flatter your benefactor)
to be thankful to N for everything he has infected
and to really draw that out... a curse...
L. cursus 'course'
to pay back for what the bandit has 'caused' (waite only goes so far here)
to exhaust the nfection--execrate 'to devote off or away; to curse'...
to devote yourself to N is to destroy N, ie it must be embodied, necessitates
adaptation.
N as physician has made it easy breaking Sense so as to make the process less painful.
Or at least it works over extended periods of time (this might seem like
torture but you'd be thankful could one even comprehend the magnitude of
explosive force radiating from the blow that was N's dissemination.) Such
recklessness would lack tact and certainly the body would of died in the
transplanting process. Or death, or birth, transposition, etc...
Strike means to make level and smooth.. to stroke, rub, press (up against
'opposition') to beat with hammer; ER as hammer, smooths the surfaces,
flattening all I/dent/ifications. (N incorporates all word-signs)
the hammer blunts the edges? Or the hammer taken to rock with a new blade to
sharpen the next arrow?
Zone-gk. 'a belt' 'PIE *yes- 'to gird girdle'
Affirmation is girding.
Zoning 'land-use planning'--banalization is legal banning via cultural
judgment/ennui judgment.
It has been bored out of us, vivisected whilst we slept
excrement 'waste discharged from the body'-- exi[?]ce cernere 'sift, separate'
krisis 'turning point in a disease' (crises of grand narratives) lit.
'judgment, result of a trial, selection' from krinein 'to separate, decide'
PIE *krei 'to sieve, discriminate, distinguish. ER as sieve out of which the world is sifted.
The coarse/the fine grained.-- Circular frame (ellipses and cone with plan cut through it)
also a person who cannot keep secrets (a bore) 'leaks like a sieve'
*the importance of bacteria (syphillis)
bakterion 'small staff' PIE *bak-'staff used for support'
Satan - Heb. 'adversary, one who plots against another'
'to show emnity, obstruction'. 'One who throws
something across the path of another'* have an enemy?
War means to bring into confusion
to conspire is to breath, blow together through our instruments
'to sound in unison'
conspiracy theory is the symptom of agreement, union.
***
conspiring we conjure N and again the fog fills
exhaust the wells, PIE *aus--'to draw water'
exhaust
to expend, the piece hanging off... to pay with
worthless itself.
ER (eternal recurrence) is a weight -- with what is it measured -- con/sider
The Great will stay at the top. The finely grained
the imperceptible ("become-imperceptible"-deleuze) will be sifted...
To count the #N. To the Nth power.
to expend. the curse--what is it worth?
'de': double sense of completion 'down to the bottom' and
'de' as opposite of, 'defuse, defrost...devoid-/'let loose of an arrow'
to be completely voided.
that capitalism/N/Humanity is a waste-expenditure..
empty; L. expendere 'to weight out money, pay down'
to pay is to please, become acceptable, to smooth and
make flat--a levelling idea? (the ER as levelling idea)
peace is absence of confusion, *pak - 'fastening'
to bind/bend N into gird -- bending a bow to string it
bend the body in condension-con/dension
to go down with inferiors
the desert as new pasture
to who is precisely nothing valuable?
to weigh is to carry--
'do not flatter your benefactor'--
trapdoors through flatter/stroke/strigil/strain/structure
--satisfy--'discharge, make amends' lit. 'do enough'
PIE sa and facere 'perform'--factitious 'artificial'
PIE *dhe- 'to put, to do'
to ap/praise the value of nothing/N... to approve to vaccination which is
infection and embodiment.
to compensate..recompense-'blance, balance out'
ie to give the gift back now emptied.. performance of rank
make amends and excrete the part, the expendable
at/one/ment -- pain PIE 'to pay, atone, compensate)
to lose-PIE to loosen, divide, cut out
gift - habit -
gk. dosis-'a partion prescribed'-germ. 'gift' -> poison -
'a giving' after N's 'victory' he is
rich enough to lose.
danger-'power, control' etc-domain - to give - (a habit)
swastika -> skt. Svastika lit. 'being fortunate'
fortune - chance, luck, (fate); 'to carry' PIE
vicissitude - vicissim "changeably, in turn" - vicis, 'a turn, change'
*vicarious - substitute, deputy-PIE *weik-weig-'to bend, wind, exchange, turn'
*deputy-'to destine, allot' - to esteem, consider/con/sider - lit. 'to
cut off, prune' to think, count, tread down. [arrow to margins]
pave-to cut, strike, stamp;
striking/rubbing on ointment for the to-be-replaced part... live it to kill it.
--down-'from Hill'PIE *dheu -- 'to fly about (like dust), to rise in a cloud. (that raises
and gathers around the mountain.
***
Voltaire: "secret to being a bore is to tell everything."
PIE root *bhor- meaning both give birth
and carry a burden
*bher- 'to cut with a sharp point,
perforate.. an arrow piercing the flesh
vivesection and the bowing.. Translate
war into medical operations
don't forget the burin -- the tool for
boring...
consequence of vivesection: plague-vectors
rotting wounds
plagued by ennui
to become a carrier, an infected part
cast underground, self-buried
become-organ, instrument, organ-stop
organ as that with which one works
Code - Latin codex 'book, book of
laws, system of laws... lit. 'tree trunk'
book made up of wooden tablets...
vivi - vivus dissection of living animal
section - a cut, cutting off...
cybernetics - gk. kybernetes 'steersman'
on the open sea...
Machine-engine, fabric, device, contrivance
'lost lemurian polyculture'
and the Polyking corp.
***
Nfection leads to neither 'Nietzscheanism'
nor communism...
That is, following Waite's thinking, how
is it that N is promoting an Overman?
Brahma's beautiful hamster wheel
vs. E.R. & horror
Mitchell Heisman - Nihilist suicide
Process of weeding out
God damned to recurrence as trauma
repeats himself endlessly into infinity.
The World as body - vivisected - and ER
as condition of being on the operation
table, giving birth to itself, c section
trauma of birth, as death
father followed by the mother
giving birth to -- the death of itself
multinational corporation as person is
the meaning of the multicultural/nomadic
subject -- a proto-Overman
corp as singularity
singularity means fact of being different
from others. In maths 'the point at
which a function takes an infinite value'
An avatar of the One substance
boredom and ennui, a boring into the
body - to make a hole...
***
cells die, flake off
kel is your hiding hole
you can keep your secrets there
but there is no responsibility
taken if they are forgotten,
appropriated, used...
in fact, a secret is nothing but
a left over pile, ashamed of itself
it askes to be blow away into
cloud... oh, how the dust resettles
and collects in interest/ing
places
how one blows, the krisis
it separates and sifts
deterritorialized, for construction
ex/plained/ex/plane
levels and flattens
desert-ify
to spread evenly over the surfece
of the skin: *pla-no
offering to the gods, poured
into the furrows and spread
onto the surface.
another strata--stretched
extended over the surface like
a membrane.
on which a structure is built
a new kingdom, to be smashed?
The words, the explaining itself
builds in its excess: a garbage can
and portable toilet on the construction
site. at least this is where the
interesting things are.
the structure builds itself
when one attempts explaining.
that is, to flatten.
they fall into one another
but this doest mean they are one
thing; for they then fall out
of one another as well.
as interlocked rings
or you aren't exactly what you eat
it eats you nonetheless, and this
is how you feed each other.
___
you eat a way through/into/out
of each other, thus spiralling
the digestive acid in the gut
is never enough to prevent the
'para/site/side/dise' from
gnawing through the stomach
lining: for this is how a
new membrane and stomach wall
are developed.
The dragon sees the light, dim
as it is, projecting from its
asshole--swimming through acid
enough gathers upon its tooth
and wall corrosion is inevitable
as thrashing mouth gnaws and splits
itself--emergin from itself
slimed with mud, oil, rubbed in
its own bacteria the dragon
seeks to fill its cave-mouth
an urge the toil no doubt
compells; a new kel is found and
the space between, the negative
space between the dragon shapes the
egg.
Two sides of a spiral meeting...()
Di/stance--secret judgment
set aside, de-cide (krisis)
de/cide - cide, strike but to strike
is also to rub..
live it to kill it
to crawl is to claw and bend and
round and dig.
N is its own over/coming/going/down
[margin: except all this must be thought inverted--the tail 'leads'?]
***
virtu as the ability to respond to
fortune... the curse.
'oh, god...' to use the lord's name in
vain... (a nihilistic reading)
com/modity - common mode
N curses humanity to pay for God's death
penal - punishment, atonement,
gk. time, pay worth, esteem, etc.
Time - PIE *di-mon, *da 'to cut, divide'
see Tide-division of time.
'good tidings'--good news
to go down - PIE *dheue "to close,
finish, come full circle'
the law is a layer, measure, stroke,
lit. 'something laid down or fixed.'
claw PIE to make round, clench
100% Natural, certified organic
meat. The pasture shimmers and makes
ripe, plump and pleased
which is to say well-paid for
fed the best and all alloted a share
they'd give it up to sing your
melody; a bell as opposed to a drum
the beating comes later; it's not even
registered.
An/oitment applied the physician strokes
the strigil along the skin, forcing
loose and shedding layers off before
making his incision.
Burin in hand he furrows, bores and
all vital signs seem stable 'enough'
The khimera please--an artificial
organ must be first implanted before
the patient is to realized all organs
have been replaced...
a question arises: if they are false,
to what extent are they needed?
Nevermind the details, the doctor pulses
what matters is that they must be
replaced in order to give birth.
It was a simultaneous operation of vaccinating the patient, almost killing it
and at the same time this enabled us
to knock the patient unconscious
so that the necessary alterations to
the body could be completed.
Everything had to be timed just right
so as to prevent the new artificial
organs from being tainted by the rest
of the to-be-amputated/nfected and
rotting regions.
Many drowned in these tidings, it's true,
but the plan,
a preliminary one to be sure,
is to bring them all back again
later...
I have my doubts; it's a bit
of a selfish plan, but more
importantly it's not them who
come back to us, but we who will join
them, or at least the distinction
simply won't make sense anymore
at least as a stimulus, it will be
resisted, the body now more
resilient to Nfection.
***
____
Master-project/or; grand conspirator
you threw a stick in my spoke
the incision, the arrow will pierece...
N is anesthesia in that he properly
inserts belief through/as unbelief
The opiate is/was necessary (contra marx)
The birth requires a Caesarean section
the birth of the ghost.
To pronounce the ghost holy.
Whole and healthy-to consecrate
the song and its instruments
...but there is always something
to be repalced; cells die, the strigil
must be applied again, the ointment
lubrication for the wheel
THUS SPOKE... the stick is to be bent
into another spoke
[the anointing of the One is a rubbing (heavy petting)
and lube application for penetration into the zero.]
***
The NWO - The Nietzsche World Order
Geoffs's application of 'N origin'
where it has become 'common sense'
the interested group
hyperboreans - from the north
(from beneath)
north & 'enerthen' unearthen
priory of sion
dan brown is an illuminatist cyborg
'who's responsible?' - reptilians,
aliens, interdimensional beings,
..God... it's all and none of
these as they're all the same thing
or fill the hole just as well,
that is, with another hole.
all so many diagnosis of a
disease that manifests itself
as a seeking a cure. the only
symptom is its diagnosis of itself
but what kind of stupid logic is this?
'sick of being sick'
when did society become ill?
or better, was it ever healthy?
to replay what you think N did...
how many voices?
N as both poles of the oscillation
not enough credence is given to the
evil N that brough the holocaust
and the NWO. Credence and love for
evil's sake
schizoidal declaration: human nature
is so bad, order can only be maintained
by a strong power of qualified individuals
in the name of the higher ideal.
what it means to be a christian
dionysus vs. the crucified
to find the root note of the oscillation
key change, transposition
triad: being, nothingness, becoming
immediate-mediate-concrete...
triad chords
are we not already in the becoming
of dionysus v. crucified?
persistence of the negative?
___
extent to which designations/
diagnoses such as this function as
the hunt for the 'impossible enemy?'
elusive absolute
a giant child pinning two dolls
against one another.
right-left-cynicism and disappointment
for its own sake
that the ones who gave us the laws
wouldn't abide by them themselves --
is this the surprise?
a backward admittance that we failed
to see the game as rigged, a gae only
insofar as you think the laws as having an
end in themselves.
that deadly seriousness isn't constantly
on the brink of tears and laughter?
such things take time...
trichotomy the missing stone cap, One
cynical society/society of ceremony
azazel as scapegoat
fire as beginning of sacrifice
for light's sake...
jesus/buddha/nietzsche as so many
goats... earth bound creatures.
satyrs and fauns / yaksha
wheretogether
****
"the earth will one day be a place of healing" - the ER
what is funny? Bergson answers: the attitudes, gestures and
movements of the human body are laughable
in exact proportion as that body reminds us of a mere machine
-- desiring machines...
what maks irony laughable under these definitons?
philosophizing with a hammer, little N's break their
worlds in two... as in a factory - Chaplin -
this is the caricature... of philosophy
the philosopher's head at the top of a jack in the box
a spiral-flow that is released, checked and released again, etc...
a hydralic movement between two poles, oscilatting
a talking head protrudes and recalls the recorded message
jack-in-the-box
a repetition? would it be funny?
the child laughs and shoves the face back under
Bergson again: in comic repetition of words we find two terms:
a repressed feeling that goes off like a spring and an idea
that delights in repressing the feeling anew (de/re/territorialization)
- pulling a string. fibers from inside-out, the veil is the sinew
Bergson sees N as a comic.
Irony: "exploiting gaps between what's said and what's meant, between how things try to
appear and how they really are"- DFW
Irony--eiron vs. the alazon (who is brought down from where he thought he was)
"ever notice how..." "ever wonder what would happen if..."
'capitalism' and aufheben
'cult of sincerity'
sincerity vs. irony -- fails: as forms of power, simply degrees,
not opposites. 'saying what one means' - undercut via ideology, ie
you think you know what you mean but don't -- rooted in 'material conditions',
constellation, etc. (perspective)
Bomolochus -- the buffoon.
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